picking it to peaces

josh, nina, jamie, and rachal sleeped over my house this weekend. we played dress up in my crazy clothes i never wear anymore.

im quitting smoking, but to ballance out the healthy, im starting to eat meat again.

ah, poop.

so highlights of this week

whent to the zoo, were me and rachal met a frendly ass sloth bear (he was sniffing at uss and trying to get twards us, and was just so darnd cute)

a band may have been born between me chris and john.

rachal sleeped over and we watched future war.

yeah.. kind of forgot i had a jurnal. anyhow, alot has happened since i posted last. the biggest thing i guess woudl be getting arested for taging about 2 weeks ago. they pushed back the court date btu now its on the 7th. besides that, iv been having alot of fun. met some new people, spending more time out of my house, got a new job with my dad in constructhin (wich i am very much regreting right now)and i gots a new sweetey heart. well thats my update. i think some time in the future im going to have a "free g-rex" party. im not going to jail just think it'd be fun

http://www.s8int.com/dinolit20.html < this is a sight trying to convince people that dinosaurs lived with people just chillin in eaden. right now im gonna pick it appart so you might find it boaring or intresting.

it clames that ceratopsians like styrachisaurus were sculpted in parts of asia, and that scientists have a wrong ideah of what they look like, and these sculptures are acurat portrails. the sculptures have a fancy frill and a trunk that is saposedly attached to the horn. robbert bakker had a theory that some dinosaurs had trunks as well (the high nostrel long necked dinosaurs). if you look at an eliphant skull it has a high nostrel opening almost between the eyes. brachiasaur skulls for example have a very high nostrel opening with very large holes. you need high nostrels because the muscles needed for the trunk have to be closer to the base of the scull and neck bones to be ancured. ceratopsian noses have big openoings as well but the problem is that there way up on the face,to far from the neck. its possible the muscles attached to the frill. all ceratopsians exept for the advanced triceratops had holes in the schull wich leads most paliontoligists to beleave that ceratopsians had super strong jaw muscles ancured by the frill bones. so a trunk could have been atached to the frill if it did have a trunk,not to the horn as the site sudgests. styrachosaurus had a massive horn defenitly capable of holding muscles, but if the trunk was wraped around it, it would be held up so high it wouldnt have reached the mouth very easely, or the ground plants ceratopsians ate. it would be easeyer to just tilt the head down to take a bite. bakker also gave evedence that the long necked dinosaurs had trunks by the apparent presence of lips. trunks are basecly the upper lip and the nose forming together. seratopsians have beeks. beeks are super specialized, ancured by the jaw muscles ceratopsians could have bit threw a tree, and with the heavy grinding teeth, could have even chewed it. what beeks lack thow. is lips,so ceratipsians, back to there earlyest known ansesters did not have the lips needed to form a trunk.

its so funny to watch creationists try to pull there dead disproved theiry out of the jaws of death. they should stick to tricking themselvs into faith, and leave the study of paliontology to people without a religius bias twards reality (not all paliontologists are guilty of a bias against faith like i am). i would love to think that non avian dinosaurs and humans lived together but sadly i know to much, and i'll have to settle for there avian grandkids.

crazey time these last 2 days. getting to know new freinds, seeing midnight shows that last till 3, about 7 packs of cigarets gone between 6 people in the span of 8 houres, jurassic park, drinking like pirates, video drinking games, and 48 waking houres of happy.

so whent camping last weekend with my parents wich i thoght would be fun but i didnt know all there freinds weerred neck x soldgers. all weakend ihad to sit threw people talking about how isriel should commit genocide. yay for neuclar holocost.

yesterday i spent way to much money on music and comics. i should get a job, now i have choices. i can work at the wawa next to my houce, wich would suck cause its wawa but it would be the nigh shift wich is already on my usual sleeping scedual.

i think i might have been fired from my job. yesterday i was saposed to go and i was realy tired and just sorta desided to not go. i got lots of angry phone calls. if anyone knows of a job tell me, but not for at least a week. let me enjoy the unemploydness for a while.

life is dull.

last night i was looking at all the things i could do when im in newziland, one of the things was this volentear environmental program that i might do for 3-6 MONTHS. i was looking at it and they do alot of stuff. they give me a room and feed me and everything so i wont have to wurry about that till the program ends, i still plan on living there for the rest of the year after im done.

its based in wellington, and they do everything from taking dalphin scencis to prediter controle, wich i asume is finding stray cats so they dont eat all the helpless under evolved lizerds and birds that love there, but it could be hunting sabertoothed tigers that terorize the city.

my mom found my old old social security card before my new one even came in the mail, so now i can do all the stuf i have to do.

im realy hating work.

lots of hangig out and drinking. thank you for taking me places rachel. the beavers' block party tomarow.

last wednsday i went to 80's night, and i gotto humiliate myself threw dance with much glee. didnt feal as embarased as the girl who borrowed one of my cigs and lit it bacwards. ha.

this week was fun, went doin things with these cats zak and rachal, and crefelt kids. actualy hung out with dillan the night of tilly and the wall. its strange when i run into that kid. i fucking woke up at 5 today. i deleted my prom entrys cause im not realy talking to the girl i took. fucking spent over 200 dollars for soure memorys. thanks alot to everyone who was trying to convince me to go. but i dont think thats anyone on lj anyhow. well whatever, im done with girls that make me crazey.

i found out from chris, who went to the graduating serimony, that i graduated. WOO

so i caved and baught a ps2 with 4 amasing games, and then chris let me borrow 2 other amasing games.

well, dont think ill be leaving the house anymore. (sigh)

exept for tilly and the wall this friday.

fock this weekend made me realise how much working can fuck up fun in my summer. i was saposed to open last saturday then i was going to go hang out with megan, but they switched me to close and fucked that all up. i just got off of work and could hang out with somone but i feel way to beat to do that. anyone ever have anything to do on a monday, thursday, friday, or saturday night, you call me. you call me good. cause your freind steve will swallow knives till he is dead if he has to work ass loads (alone since they wot hire anyone ealce) then do nothing in betwean. in newziland im gonna live off of there cheapest equivaent of ramin so i dont have to spend my entire time there working.

to cancle out last nights whynie post last night ended up being awesum. went to the city for first friday exibits and although with rain, and trying to meat up with people we only went to 2 real gallareys but they had some fantastic artists. im bad with names so i cant reomend them to you withouth the cards i grabed on them. one did some sort of silk schreening, photigraphy type thing on peases of ply wood of philidelphia that were awesum. anogher guy had these beautiful paintings of him and this girl, that had amasing color and brush stroke. and he'd have these things like scafulding coming in that made them sureal, they were very cool.

and then it downpoared and we swam to the train where after, at avis ouce we ate chinese i was in a towl and everyone ealce was in a comboniation of towls and borrowed clothing.

got to hang out with jake for the first time and a while and that was fun. we talked about monster movies, and the new x men, and oh the laughes we all had.

i stl want to live in the woods but ill go visit thows kids on ocasion.

i want to remove the part of the brean that makes humans social animals and then live in the woods to lurn how to jump from tree to tree and have tree houses spread out over the world and have squirls and birds and sloth naybers and then when all of society killes themselves to destracted by make beleve prommisses of love, justice and an afterlife , and mind dulling entertanement to realise it, i wont even say i told yo so because i'll be having to much fun to even care.

jesus.

so since it would take mostly the entire summer to rase the omney for newziland my mom and her boygfreind are gonna spot me so i can atleast get the paper work in and ill pay them back. with this in concideration since il be working in newziland anyhows im thinking maybe il leave earleyer. the only thing is id mis the mars volta concert this october. i think this summer spent in america would be dull as shit. all my freinds have plans and all i got is work. so maybe sell the tickets for oodles of money and leave for NZ before the summer ends. oh man i think i just desided now that im gonna try and do that.